Tired of a world that was supposed to be my refuge,
Tired of a world that was supposed to be my refuge, Author: Gouya Roshan (Güya Aydın ) The world, which should be a sanctuary, a place of love and peace for me, has worn me out over the years as it resembles a piece of land full of wounds. A world where compassion is rare, where people, sometimes without even realizing it, hurt each other with harsh words or indifferent gazes… I must confess, I am tired of this reality. Every time I wanted to feel safety and peace next to my closest family members, something trembled inside me, went silent, or broke. I don’t know exactly when it all started. Maybe it was in my childhood, when I didn’t understand why I had to pay so much attention to my behavior… Maybe it was because there was no one to claim my feelings… Or maybe it was when I opened my heart, reached out to someone, and when the warm embrace I imagined turned into a cold wall… Or when I had to fight, be silent, retreat, and always feel that my very existence was "too much" ...